-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Friday, June 04, 2010
When i was a kid i wanted wings to fly away free, i felt the world was holding me back.
now i got my wings i found out the tat i couldn't really fly.
ojt has been tiring, so many things to learn. i'm lucky tat my ship crew is pretty nice and gave us very structured training. i felt as trainee we could have been better. Still there are ups and downs. i worked so hard but i couldn't deliver. in the end i still got shoot by my own frens that i work so hard while he slack we still get the samme result. i think i'm really useless. cant even do my job well, even my personal life. my head iis in a mess. well i guess i shld just keep wadever i feel here, its not like anyone out there would care, most just say. plus i dun wanna trouble them anyway some time i just feel so alone here. everyone got their own little world not me. guess its all my fault that i became like this. i dun noe wads wrong with me. i cant sleep, i feel sad everyday, i feel like i'm alone, i'm useless. i just kept telling myself tml will be better. or just do wad ya need to do. maybe i'm meant to be like tat. dun understand why am i not happy. i'll just continue to smile and perform in work and outside here.
no one noes or understands me. or simply no one bothered.
9:06 AM