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Thursday, April 26, 2007
____27th April...in school nothing better to do.....____
the time now is 1.58pm friday.... having my 2 hr break in between my classes...
School started for 2 weeks now...
lots happen..
kinda getting use to my new class...
love/hate the modules...
met my freshie for my clubs..
been a predsident for my club for awhile now...
so i shld say...i'm getting used to the new semester?
well thats true...however one thing i haben get used to yet...
something crucial that i havent been doing for awhile..
STUDYING>>>>
been in holiday mood for some time now...
i better get started be4 its too late...
cant allow myself to slack off...
seriously speaking ever since i got changed class...
the feeling of coming to class kinda changed..
its like missing sumtin...
although my new class people are nice...
its juz i feel i'm not part of the class yet....
if thats the case i think my main objective of the year is to become a smart loner!!
anyway enuff bout school for now....
recently beenquite bad at home...
business is bad...
and well even wif my allowance i think its gonan be a hard 3 months be4 my new allowance...
lifes tough....
hopefully everything goes well....
k will write more later now...
its time to play wif my frens abit.... =P
william
10:55 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
22th of april, 11.56pm....going 23rd...
fiirst off wishing my best pal in poly
a happy birthday =P
anyway drinking tea now infront of my pc...
nothing much to do so i tot i make another pointless update....
its getting late now...
i shld be in bed...
cant slp...
thinking alot of things now....
like always when its late at nite at home.....
feeling? not ok, not bad.... juz like that...
today went out wif some frens... suppose to go east coast park skate then
go help kanwei celebrate his bdae...
we planned a surprised for him...
well kinda...
i was occupied wif some stuff so i was late,
i chiong a cab down to bugis to meet them...
halfway was told kanwei not going liao....
the first thing i tot was what the hell....
well its not his fault...
its juz omg i actuclly skip going my grandparent place for this and i even chiong cab down so things be on time....
but ohwell...
its surprise go0ne haywire...
so although kinda sianz...
but still we carried on the plan...
got him sumtin nice =)
hope he likes it lol
i remember ask zhiwei wad if he dun like it?
he said... if he dun like then pull him for a beating liao..in chinese..
=P
well after that went east coast skates then dinner at parkway then head home...
had fun ....
thats all for today i guess...
for the past 1 hr of drinking tea..
been thinking some things....
alot of things....
things that happen....
things from the past...
things thats not happen....
juz loads of tots in my mind...
well its been like that for the past 2 years now... i'm like numb to it liaoz....
some things to keep in mind....
i shldn't slack in class.....
i need get my ass off the chair and start working out....
get all this shit things off my mind...
things i shld do ? maybe
become a loner and juz do wad i need to do and perfect it....
take charge of my life...
since no one bothers bout it..
my puny little life is of no importance to the world..
zzz my blog is really like an emo place where i juz write rubbish...
and thoughts....
rant bout my happiness and unhappiness...
onli i myself and i noes myself well and no one noes me....
the true me...
...
..
.
signing off william
8:47 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
its 5.15am 22th april 2007...
and i cant slp... even though i'm dead tired...
so i tot i make an update...
except its in the dark...
anyway having my best bro over for the nite...
its always nice to see him again after so long..
well its almost a week or so since i came back from china.
things ju goes back to the daily routine...
some things dat actuclly changed....
is that well instead of going 2e2
i went 1e1..
it aint that bad i guess
i haf north, wenqi and yingwei wif me and the people there are pretty okie.
but then.... suddenly kenna shift away from ya close frens is like wth!!!
but oh well.... i guess thats how things gonna be for next 2 sem bahx... might as well accept it and expand my social network.
this sem the modules are well chimmer...
but personally i feel the harder it gets the more worthwhile it will be...
=)
also..
recently the cca fiesta juz took place..\and i wanna take this oppotunity to thank this 2 person in particular.... for helping out to man the booth...
and this 2 people are dat red and ah cheong LOL
i'm sure they noe who they are...
anyway thx =)
hopefully this yr de freshie is high potential and will last de..
if not i guess die liao...
had our first initial training for the freshie last thurs...
we did wad we always did...for the first training...
and well they look pretty much okie...
juz need to work on the technique and stuff...
so far we haf 1 gal, jasmine, well hope she had fun in the first training and will stay on...
and the guys some are pretty quiet some are active and most of them are juz plain playful..
some of them wan to learn more but if ya ask me i feel master the basic and move on is better...
basic is always the foundation....
okie enuff bout school...
today is also my best pal in poly de bdae...
wanna take this oppotunity to wish him a very happy and meaningful birthday...
may this year be a frutiful one for u.
a few things to remind myself...
1. william its time to start working on ur fitness..
time o shed some excess weight,
target is 65....
currenty 72-75
2. william its time to save money too
3. william time to wake up anhd get into studying...
4. william mature up and careful wad ur mind think....
5. william now that ur in a position of power... its time to step up to the responsibility abd lead on...
last but not least...
william slp early and wake up early for school...
some things i wanna do....
i wanna learn musical instrument...
i wanna work on my fitness and cut off some fat 3 months..... time to stress it up....
zzz seriously my brain is felling aslp....
i cant seem to tink wad i'm typing,..\
zzz
zzz
aiya i go slp liao updates again soon...
wif love....
william
and i wan a girlfren =X
hahaz...zzzz
2:15 PM
Friday, April 13, 2007
____2WeeksPastJuz like a Day....________
hey guys and gals....
finally here to update...
anyway... at first tot i was juz gonna go china wif sch to enjoy my self and slack...
didn't expect that now that i'm back in sg... i totally miss the time spent there....
i totally miss the nites spent wif all the peeps there... the long travel time in the bus..
the pretty scenery....loads and loads of things
plus seems to me this trip, most people learned to bargain pretty well and drink pretty well =P
okok now let me juz begin writing bout the trip..
well fist nite was on the 24th de nite...
we all gathered at the aiport terminal 2...
although we did went for all the pretrip programme and we shld noe the peep going liao,...
we were mostly quiet keeping to our own group of frens...
there we also see all the different frens and family seeing them off...
but then ... our flights were delayed lol
anyway we boarded and flew to china....
reached pudong international airport at shanghai...
there we boarded a bus heading for ZUCC(zhejiang university city college)
i guess everyone juz slpt thru the trip lol....
there we put our luggage in our hostel...
headed for dinner i think...
okie anyway i skip all the daily routine and list our programmes...
we stayed in zucc for 4 days i guess..
first few days we attend lecture and went sightseeing the next day..
also visited their labs etc...
also there i got to noe some of my seniors from my course...
it was a pleasure noeing them =)
i think without them the trip wont haf been so funny, fun, enjoyable =P
during the day we followed the programmes planned... and once its nite...
its free and easy....
first few nites we were up playing cards watching tv(hahaz buy snacks from the sch co-op)
and hahaz... sry kw lol didn't mean to buy that much lol tot ya also wan mahx =P
then some nite we also went play basketball in the cold, went out enjoy ourself wif the zucc student leader...
i also had a hair cut, hair do there...
they tried to curl my hair abit... i guess it failed...
also they wanted make my hair shin... but then i notice its puple lol
one of the nites was the culture exchange nite....
well at first my tots were omg.... its gonna be another thing to embaress myself lol
but hey... the peep from china are beri err pro active i guess...
dun care if we screw up or not... they were supportive...
also i muz say they do haf some tallents there... as in singiong and dancing lol
okok on the last day went out shopping whole day wif the student leader....
me group(me,kw,cw,jx) and chins grp(chin, jiali, peiyi) last wan wasn't wif us... i guess he was ditched lol
we went loads of place and also had a massage...
heard from them... compared to sg... theirs were better, longer and cheaper...
well beri fast our time at zucc was comin to an end... we left the place and took a train to qing dao...
i at first wasn't beri happy that... we some of us didn't got to haf the first class....well not exectly pissed off... juz maybe i held my hopes too high bah....
then in the end didn't get then unhappy...
but still i'm gald we had wad we had....
i sh;dn't complaint so much =)
we reached qingdao....
went sightseeing...
and omg the place really haf beri nice scenery...
their beach, the sea, the sky and the mountains.. juz fit in so nicely...
its sumtin i wont ever forget...
its juz so beautiful i wish time would stop there for me to admire them....
sadly we didn't complete climbing loashan....
i wanted to finish it so badly... well its like u noe when u climb a mountain... u dun reach the peak... its like u nv climb the place....
one day i will return to finish it ./....
there we also for 2 days visited creative technology...
and also a pri sch there which was rundown be4 founder of creative donated the sch so much money...
the kids there are jus so adorable... OMG!!
well be4 our time there come to an end... afew things thats happen include...
my roomate kw falling sick...
well i'm glad he didn't fall sick for long lol
and also there was this scandal trend thru out the trip lol
well its all fun and games =P
hmmm seriously i wonder did i miss out anything?
if i do pls let me noe ya =)
ok 2nd last day morning we took a flight to shanghai... spent out last day in china enjoying ourself there...
although some of them we sad that there not enuff time there....
still had loads of fun...
that nite we went clubbing....
hahaz haben been clubbing since the damn bouncer at zouk deny me entry lol
okok fine i'm underage till oct....
but seriously if go by year i would haf been 18 liao lol
nvm....
in a flash 2 weeks past....
and we'r back in sg.... i can feel the heat the moment the plane touchdown...
i really miss the time there....
well now that we'r back lets all hang out some day ya =)
i now my post is pretty much lack of the details...
well i'm juz not thats good wif words =P
k that'll be all for now....regarding the china trip...
back in sg thru out this week... everything juz went back to routine...
kinda boring....
monday training...
wed had a meeting in sch regarding the report bout the china trip in the morning...
then head for lunch wif chin,sarah, cw and kw..
catch a movie(meet the robinson)
then at nite meet up wif poly classmate(who most gonna become lecture mates liao since the damn sch change me to another class....AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!)
then after that i head over my pri/sec sch fren gathering... till thursday nite....
then now its friday and i'm dead bored....
and damn.... at the gathering ck got himself drunk and i had to stay up all nite making sure he dun make a nuisance of himself....
it was all laughble but some actions i feel its wrong.... whether ur drunk or not....
so u better take care of urself when u drink alrite ?
it was nice seeing everyone again =P
seeing them really brings back memory of sec sch...
its becoz of all this momery that i appreciate going to sch so much....
therefore plus my navy de commitment...
i wont even try to miss class even if its the last thing i do
toking bout commitment...its damn tiring trying to fulfill all of them at once...
when ya neglact one side... they start saying u lack of commitment etc.... its juz sux;..
okok nvm
a few reminders for myself... get the china trip report ready be4 sch start....
....
be4 i end...
juz wanna thank everyone who make my day in china, in sg....
love ya guys and gals lots =)
cya all soon
william
6:00 AM