-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
____People aren't Always wad they are in front of u..._______
hey back to update again shall start off wif today...
first the NET is ******* Slow!!!! thx o some quke that dmged undersea cables...
welll least i'm onli now... think i better remember to save wadever i type incase tio cut off again...
okok today first woke up early early...
went to sch for some briefing regarding the china study trip....
....tok tok tok....
split into groups...
my groups are well all the people from our class...
juz some seem to be damn sianz liddat... and response like as if i'm not fit to tok to him liddat...
haiz... okie maybe i misunderstood sumthings in between eh?
shall not jump to conclusions... PEACE!!! hope to noe u better and hope u not wad i think the type u are....
ok then met up wif felix went to acer service centre....
queued and well waited...
FInally our turn...
felix went to fix the key that he well poked out by accident...
and sway his warranty over liao...
after some discussion wif the guy...
he was nice enuff to close and eye and change him a new keyboard...
HAHa so now u better take care of things liao eh?
then went sim lim get some stuff...
think i'll be visiting this place pretty much next feb...
major plans in the mind going on...
RD and beoing the prices...
toking bout this on the way home heard sumtin from felix....
well some people aint wad i think they are to me...
well how can the person say sumtin liddat behind my backs...
well its long ago liao so i wont bother wif it... juz
it kinda sux noeing that someone once said that bout u...
ya noe... theres like so many things i can say bout u u noe... which i think is not rite...
yes... i'm poor... i can do all the things i said i wanna do... all the plans i used to haf...
if nothing bad happent o my fam... by calculation i can even be living in a mansion by now....
but well since i've had the luck of enjoying riches in the past.... shall not complaint bout it this days...
noe this when i say sumtin i wanna do... i';ve already haf the capaility to do it...
why didn't i do it... coz sumtin in between got comprimised...
well the fact is i'm no longer the kid wif the cash or the kid wif the super dad who brings in loads of cash....although i missed those days...
it cant be helped hahaha
since i'm more sensable now that i'm a big kid...
i give up 10 yrs of my life and delayed uni for 5-10yrs...
i do it so it wont strain my parents who went thru so much from last time till now....
yes u can say thats not it...
yes i admit the money is tempting i noe...
but the money is gnna be wad i live on from now...
i want to haf the ability to survive my own...
and if possible lighten the load on my parent...
since things are already like that...
and i dun ahf the previledge of enjoying being a typical spoiled brat...
i shall work hard in the things i do and when the time is riped yrs down the road...
its my turn to reign supreme...my truen to take my chances and wager on the world...
my time to fight my place in the world....
haiz....seriously i dunno wad the world is about...
juz gonna train and work had and pray the future is sumtin i'm prepared for...
ya noe recently... kinda founded out that many of my frenx haf forgotten me...
well cant blame them... but it also juz sux noeing it...
i got beri old frenx who changed number nv tell me in the end i sms the bro in the army camp...
i got frenx who dun even noe my number and wished them merry christmas... they go who R u?
well theres worst....
INDEED true frenx are hard to come by....
they say everything happen for a reason and wif a purpose...
i wonder is sumtin wif me that people forgets me?
okie i'm thinking too much....
i guess thats all i wanna say for now....
lifes been okie dun worry....
juz it could haf been better hahaha
hmmm better not be too greedy...
bb
william
5:44 AM
Friday, December 22, 2006
____Good times come and go...._____
Hey peepss
hows everyone?
anyway haben been updating as usual...
well nothing much happen lately anyway...
shall start wif my bros birthday...
haha had loads of fun seeing them after so long...
wah derrick getting more and more pumped liao huh?
haha ben also getting more slim liao
k lah we went sould garden followed by our usual spot at east point to play pool
then head over arifs hse...
play his xbox 360
i stayed for the nite...
then next day afternoon left for training in sch...
training was alrite although lack of people...
but well less people = can train at my own pace and train the way i usually trains myself
ok well the other day also went out wif kw to see xmm haha
hmmm thinking abck we juz stayed in the same spot due to the rain lol
anyway nice to meet ya
LOL yesterday was the most funny thing ever...
lol i sms my pri sch fren well coz long time nv sms her...
then i tot she forgot me or sumtin...
but then after 4 or 5 sms... then found out that was her bro in camp lol
damn paiseh LOL
well hmmm change number nv tell me...
k lah
lets see wad else i miss...
i got my vision back?
gonna try out contacts too then maybe next time training can use...
erm also my sis coming back tml my my cousins birthgday on christmas eve
well thats about it i guess
=P
merry christmas to all of ya
chao!!
bb
william
7:04 AM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
_____Doing wad u wan or Doing Waad is Rite_____
hey peep...
sry for not updating recently...
was too lazy and well tired to update...
anyway so far things been well....
nextweek is common test... wonder if i will make it anot....
i certainly hope so....
i'm in too deep to withdraw now....
Ael and maths... i think shld be able to pass...
but i wanna score... so theres still alot of things i need to cover....
donno how i'm gonna do it... but i'll try....
anyway today went to my uncles ROM...
well it was nice hahaz had buffet too...
but got one part... i think i accidently scared a waitress...
LOL
well it was like this... she was clearing some plates... and me was juz kidding... and well calling my sis " oi! susan where my tea..." ya noe like for fun lah coz well i too lazy to go take...
she look at me stunned tio... i was like hahaz erm sry was toking to my sis but i guess she nv hear...
i went to get tea came back she suddenly come from beside me wif a tea LOL
haha enjoyed myself pretty today =)
k tml is time to continue chiong for common test liao....
wish me luck...
recently also been working out some things...
well trying out some training techniqs wonder is it effective anot...
i hope it is... cant wait for training to resume to test it out...
also need maintain my weight and fitness level...
cant afford to screw it up after wad i've been thru
...
also been thinking over some things... and well i guess some things no matter how much ya wan them to work...they dun....
and theres juz nothing much to do but accept it eh>?
ok lah back to revising abit then zzz liao
bb
7:25 AM